Its about 2 months since i met her...nd i think my fear of her..nd others things contirbuted to such a-ve otulook...now i feel i was srysly mistaken...nd shez really gud person...
my apologies...
but i wud keep the post so as to remind me of wht i can mis-understand
I met up with a girl today ... Hmm ... It was the first time i met a girl in guwahati nd a long time anywayz...there should have been excitement ... but god knows why there wasnt any...
1. she was a friend's girlfriend...my friend had asked me to meet her... nd i m not sure she wntd to meet me ... mybe cuz of my frnd she met me
2.He asked me to get flowers and choclates for ... i searched for them a little nd finally got them ... But i took just a single rose... When i had given her that she dint even question it ... She dint really have any intrest or wat i dunno ... She shud have asked y sm1 gives a single unpacked rose ... when d trend is of 10 to 12 rose booke...
3.She was too much in love with a guy she had never even seen ...just talked to over the phone ...and that too for not even 1 month i supp...
4.She had started hating the guy who she loved dyingly for 2 yrs maybe....
5.She had nothin to talk abt except 2 other sweet nd cute guyz ... Who were really nd dearly fond of her but not her bf ... y she nvr told me...
6. Her wayz were jst too expensive for me...
7.She maybe cudnt understand all d hints i said to bring her friend along ... or maybe i speak english very poorly...(?who knows ?)
8.And cuz my intution wich mostly gvz me a gud feeling abt gud person... ws blowing red ...
Still she was really intelligent nd bold nd made me believe dat evry1 feared her ... nd cudnt mess wid her...
And yet lastly ... She perfectly understood dat my life was not really full of girls as her life was full of boys ... I had lived in kota nd now in iit... Girls was a sensitive issue for me...( dont girls ask for d world ?? ) ... and well this reason is equivalent to above 8 nd even more... nd she was too insensitive ...
Had she not been .. maybe she wud have been kind enough to bring a frnd along... or offered a little help ...cuz maybe if she can meet me ...den she trusts me a little ( or my frnd a lot ) ... nd on d same basis a lot of things cud be done...
Yeah i might get upset... But well i wudnt want to just waste my mind resource doing that... so i wrote it all nd now wud frgt it nd not worry
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