DASVIDANIYA
The Best Goodbye ever!!
Realistically it was kind of the best good-bye anyone can ever give.
If not in Life, he made people remember him in Death...
If not Life, then Death made him live!! Ironic?
I started watching this movie, like i watch most Hindi movies... One hand on fast-forward button... But to my surprise 30 minutes into the movie, i had not used it once... and felt emotional in bits...
How many of us have a same lifestyle as the Protagonist, a life forced onto us by everyone...
responsibility by friends and family
humiliation by collegaues
tension by boss
Sleep was also like forced!!
And the death sentence, opened him upto the world, and he made a list of:
" 10 things to do before i die"
Love,Car,Foreign Trip etc...
What would my list be?
What would your list be?
I want to kiss someone
I want to Love also ( both can be mutually exclusive!!)
I want to go to New Zealand
Visit Amestradam
Live in a monastery
Get a high paying Job
Make a big profit
Write a book
Learn Meditation
Marry *****
Tell my parents the true person i am
Saturday, November 22, 2008
FBA's and all
It's that time of IIT life... when all things take a backseat...
for some starts FBA , and for other time to legalize their GHISSAI!!!
FBA is Fakka Bachao Abhiyaan... like the one i am carrying on in CS301
Why do i study subjects, which are as un-intelligible to me as Chinese.
A curious analogy, i could think of was , CS301 is like sand in my Fist...
I might try to grasp it all my life, but i can never retain anything for more than a hour...
And tomorrow is Database exam!! To think that i have attended almost all of its classes that too each one being @ 8am!!! Should i not get a 10/10 just for that!!
But still now i m free, cuz i had attended these classes... And i just had to review the whole course...
for some starts FBA , and for other time to legalize their GHISSAI!!!
FBA is Fakka Bachao Abhiyaan... like the one i am carrying on in CS301
Why do i study subjects, which are as un-intelligible to me as Chinese.
A curious analogy, i could think of was , CS301 is like sand in my Fist...
I might try to grasp it all my life, but i can never retain anything for more than a hour...
And tomorrow is Database exam!! To think that i have attended almost all of its classes that too each one being @ 8am!!! Should i not get a 10/10 just for that!!
But still now i m free, cuz i had attended these classes... And i just had to review the whole course...
Friday, November 21, 2008
Why cant i?
why cant i
run my own race
why cant i
walk at my own pace
why do i
have to speak the same phrase
why shud i
always keep up the chase
cuz world is but
imitating ur neighbour
cuz world is but
showin off ur braver
cuz life is but
to show things with only u r graver
and you cant stop for a second
no victory to savour
so just wait, stop
look around
there's life, and its beautiful
run my own race
why cant i
walk at my own pace
why do i
have to speak the same phrase
why shud i
always keep up the chase
cuz world is but
imitating ur neighbour
cuz world is but
showin off ur braver
cuz life is but
to show things with only u r graver
and you cant stop for a second
no victory to savour
so just wait, stop
look around
there's life, and its beautiful
In This World
In this world
there is no love
only obsession
nowhere to go
only pain
no possession
if you close your eyes
u will see again
cut out the hate, the anger
whats left is pain
and if you try to cry
it will be in vain
cuz soul doesnt exist
its like an empty train
you think you love
all u do is feign
whats morality, whats good
its all insane
and now i tell you
whatz arcane
its hate
its pain
its lust
there is no love
only obsession
nowhere to go
only pain
no possession
if you close your eyes
u will see again
cut out the hate, the anger
whats left is pain
and if you try to cry
it will be in vain
cuz soul doesnt exist
its like an empty train
you think you love
all u do is feign
whats morality, whats good
its all insane
and now i tell you
whatz arcane
its hate
its pain
its lust
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Remembrance
Well.. Hi..
Its been long since i wrote anything on this blog.
8 months approx. Why is it so?
I dont really know, how time has flown...
Or how come i never had time to express...
To be true.. one of the prime reason for not being able to write is that i had not needed a avenue to express ...
Primarily because i had friends in this period... and they were dere wen i needed to talk nd all...
so i wasnt nvr frustrated enuf to write... I had lost that touch...
Though situation is still good, I realized i shudnt be losing this touch...
Would try to be active again...
Would try to be expressive again...
Its been long since i wrote anything on this blog.
8 months approx. Why is it so?
I dont really know, how time has flown...
Or how come i never had time to express...
To be true.. one of the prime reason for not being able to write is that i had not needed a avenue to express ...
Primarily because i had friends in this period... and they were dere wen i needed to talk nd all...
so i wasnt nvr frustrated enuf to write... I had lost that touch...
Though situation is still good, I realized i shudnt be losing this touch...
Would try to be active again...
Would try to be expressive again...
What if?
while i walk straight out
something lingers in my memory
eyes are on the verge
time to go
I waited for the time
It never came
Waves of hope nd panic washed me away
what if therez no tmrw
would i still love
would i care
would u be here
what if i nvr c u again
I remember that day
when the star broke down
bringing with it a wish
i asked for the world
i never realized
maybe it would be done
maybe i might have the world
but maybe someone might lose it too
Long time
When the sun breaks down,
When the moon wants to break in,
I sit down in contemplation
2 minutes of realization
of today
I find...
Its not happiness i have
Its not the success i need
I have not b
something lingers in my memory
eyes are on the verge
time to go
I waited for the time
It never came
Waves of hope nd panic washed me away
what if therez no tmrw
would i still love
would i care
would u be here
what if i nvr c u again
I remember that day
when the star broke down
bringing with it a wish
i asked for the world
i never realized
maybe it would be done
maybe i might have the world
but maybe someone might lose it too
Long time
When the sun breaks down,
When the moon wants to break in,
I sit down in contemplation
2 minutes of realization
of today
I find...
Its not happiness i have
Its not the success i need
I have not b
God Knows What?
Falling down the heaven, once again
Feeling up the millionth strain
The cycle repeats over and over
For one day i live, die silently at night
Wake up from the dead
Only to be through yet another fight
Exist i do, yet not enough
Love i do, still not eternal
Feel i did, long live d heart
But understand i cant, d pain every time
I dont understand what i write
Its like tears flow like words
Talk i do, to the letters
Cry i do, in front of the birds
Every time i believe,
let go and let it come
every time i let go,
bloody i m left with nothing
Feeling up the millionth strain
The cycle repeats over and over
For one day i live, die silently at night
Wake up from the dead
Only to be through yet another fight
Exist i do, yet not enough
Love i do, still not eternal
Feel i did, long live d heart
But understand i cant, d pain every time
I dont understand what i write
Its like tears flow like words
Talk i do, to the letters
Cry i do, in front of the birds
Every time i believe,
let go and let it come
every time i let go,
bloody i m left with nothing
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