God Knows What?

Falling down the heaven, once again
Feeling up the millionth strain

The cycle repeats over and over
For one day i live, die silently at night
Wake up from the dead
Only to be through yet another fight

Exist i do, yet not enough
Love i do, still not eternal
Feel i did, long live d heart
But understand i cant, d pain every time

I dont understand what i write
Its like tears flow like words
Talk i do, to the letters
Cry i do, in front of the birds


Every time i believe,
let go and let it come
every time i let go,
bloody i m left with nothing