THOUGHT OF SOMETHING...
Not every question has a answer?
But yet every answer has a question
so maybe we should not ask why it happened to you...
but think whatever happened to u , must have happened fr sm good...
srch for the answer...the good... not the qs why??
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Saturday, May 26, 2007
My Little Pink World
TURMOIL FILLED UP IN MY HEAD
MAYBE I SHOULD PEN IT DOWN
CANT FIND WORDS TO EXPRESS
MAYBE THE PENCIL MIGHT WORK SOME MAGIC
YEAH I WAS AMAZED A FEW YRS BACK
TO FIND SOMEONE I NEEDED TO FIND
THE FEELINGS NOURISHED , THE FRIENDHIP FLOURISHED
THE PEAK WAS TOO LOW
IT ARRIVED SOON THINGS WENT DOWNHILL THEN
A LITTLE STABLE NEAR THE BOTTOM IT REMAINED
THE YRS FORGOT THE FRIEND
BUT ONCE A YEAR , WE SPOKE
OUT OF WHAT WAS, BUT NEVER MIGHT BE
AND NOW AS WE LEARN WITH TIME
SEEING THE FRIEND AGAIN, I KNOW NOW WHY
I MISSED HER, FOR SHE WAS THE FIRST ONE
TO KNOW ME, BE THERE FOR ME , WHEN I HAD NONE
THERE IS SOMETHING THAT STILL PULLS
ME TO NO-WHERE
SOMEWHERE I HAVE BEEN BEFORE BY THE SAME PULL
WHAT DRIVES ME I M UNABLE TO FIND
JUST HVE A DAY OR TWO BEFORE IT VANISHES
BUT WHAT'S THE REASON BEHIND THIS
THE SIMPLE WHY ? STILL AMAZES ME
MAYBE I SHOULD PEN IT DOWN
CANT FIND WORDS TO EXPRESS
MAYBE THE PENCIL MIGHT WORK SOME MAGIC
YEAH I WAS AMAZED A FEW YRS BACK
TO FIND SOMEONE I NEEDED TO FIND
THE FEELINGS NOURISHED , THE FRIENDHIP FLOURISHED
THE PEAK WAS TOO LOW
IT ARRIVED SOON THINGS WENT DOWNHILL THEN
A LITTLE STABLE NEAR THE BOTTOM IT REMAINED
THE YRS FORGOT THE FRIEND
BUT ONCE A YEAR , WE SPOKE
OUT OF WHAT WAS, BUT NEVER MIGHT BE
AND NOW AS WE LEARN WITH TIME
SEEING THE FRIEND AGAIN, I KNOW NOW WHY
I MISSED HER, FOR SHE WAS THE FIRST ONE
TO KNOW ME, BE THERE FOR ME , WHEN I HAD NONE
THERE IS SOMETHING THAT STILL PULLS
ME TO NO-WHERE
SOMEWHERE I HAVE BEEN BEFORE BY THE SAME PULL
WHAT DRIVES ME I M UNABLE TO FIND
JUST HVE A DAY OR TWO BEFORE IT VANISHES
BUT WHAT'S THE REASON BEHIND THIS
THE SIMPLE WHY ? STILL AMAZES ME
Friday, May 18, 2007
Friends??
I have a habit of imagining things way into future ...
like thinking of my first job when i have just entered IIT...
the same way i also think about alternative events...
And one such event is What would life be without no friends...
For that we need to understand what a friend is...
But how to understand that when you dont even have a friend... Tough one...
Lets just assume a friend is person...whom you can remember without a hint of formality or guilty-ness ...
Now there have been times when i have had no friends...
there have been some people i can call... but really when i close my eyes and ask myself what have i acheived all this years ..the 18 years of my life...
What can i say is my achievement?
Studies...well maybe...but i never loved them...but i did it to have a sense of usefulness among my VIRTUAL friends...
But have i managed to make friends....that might last a lifetime??
Well whenever i meet new people...and i become good friend with them...i feel yes here is a person i can call my friend all my life... but sooner or later...when ways part...people grow up...taking time out for friends becomes tough... and then we become just mere acquaintances .... but friends...nah!!!
There came a time once...
when i made a list of all the people i was in touch with...my friends...
and was particularly upset about a recent incident...
and thought of whom i felt like taling to... Slowly i crossed off the names... and was left with 1-2 people...
and among them, when i called up...not one picked up the call at that time...
It might be that i wasnt able to be their friends... yeah it might be!!!
But isnt it possible , that their being busy...their growing up... their bf/gf became more important...
Isnt it possible, that i tried calling up... but if they didnt pick up... they could at least call up some other time.... isnt it needed that both side try to keep in touch , when friends are far away...
Maybe not...or Maybe yes!!!
I wont answer that...
But to quote one of the such virtual friends...
"Yaar i am just too busy with my classes and colleges that i cant be in touch with any1...and waise bhi we chat online sometimes...so what's the point of calling...kya baat karenge!!...."
like thinking of my first job when i have just entered IIT...
the same way i also think about alternative events...
And one such event is What would life be without no friends...
For that we need to understand what a friend is...
But how to understand that when you dont even have a friend... Tough one...
Lets just assume a friend is person...whom you can remember without a hint of formality or guilty-ness ...
Now there have been times when i have had no friends...
there have been some people i can call... but really when i close my eyes and ask myself what have i acheived all this years ..the 18 years of my life...
What can i say is my achievement?
Studies...well maybe...but i never loved them...but i did it to have a sense of usefulness among my VIRTUAL friends...
But have i managed to make friends....that might last a lifetime??
Well whenever i meet new people...and i become good friend with them...i feel yes here is a person i can call my friend all my life... but sooner or later...when ways part...people grow up...taking time out for friends becomes tough... and then we become just mere acquaintances .... but friends...nah!!!
There came a time once...
when i made a list of all the people i was in touch with...my friends...
and was particularly upset about a recent incident...
and thought of whom i felt like taling to... Slowly i crossed off the names... and was left with 1-2 people...
and among them, when i called up...not one picked up the call at that time...
It might be that i wasnt able to be their friends... yeah it might be!!!
But isnt it possible , that their being busy...their growing up... their bf/gf became more important...
Isnt it possible, that i tried calling up... but if they didnt pick up... they could at least call up some other time.... isnt it needed that both side try to keep in touch , when friends are far away...
Maybe not...or Maybe yes!!!
I wont answer that...
But to quote one of the such virtual friends...
"Yaar i am just too busy with my classes and colleges that i cant be in touch with any1...and waise bhi we chat online sometimes...so what's the point of calling...kya baat karenge!!...."
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
EXAM DIARY part2
Well CS101 went gr8 the next day...mainly cuz the last yr ppr was almst repeated..so i felt i mite get 110/120 ... but the happiness was never meant to be... just when we were reeling under shock of Maths.. came another shock... the paper was to be re-scheduled for the 2nd of May...a public holiday... y..no formal reasons..but looks sm1 who didnt see last yr's ppr had complained
What could be done now , newyz.. Maths came and went...The pain didn't even seem to register now...It was like we were like zombies..pushing thru the papers...with no sense at all...Maths was not a disaster..but not gud also...
Then the CS repaper..Well this one was a disaster...a terrible one...and the lack of understanding about what has to be studied for the net paper tmrw of Mechanics has added to the unbearable sickening nd stress of fucked up mind..
I dunno how i am managing to walk... but i have left all hope for ME..nd maybe by god's grace , i wud scrape thru...
What could be done now , newyz.. Maths came and went...The pain didn't even seem to register now...It was like we were like zombies..pushing thru the papers...with no sense at all...Maths was not a disaster..but not gud also...
Then the CS repaper..Well this one was a disaster...a terrible one...and the lack of understanding about what has to be studied for the net paper tmrw of Mechanics has added to the unbearable sickening nd stress of fucked up mind..
I dunno how i am managing to walk... but i have left all hope for ME..nd maybe by god's grace , i wud scrape thru...
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