The first time i met her was at the Idiscoveri Camp...And we were just casual friends...but i used to be with other people in d camp..so we werent too gud frns..we had emails nd promised to stay in touch..but i wasnt really in touch with her or in fact any1 for nxt 3 yrs...Well den wen i came back to delhi one day i just got to chat with her on MSN...it was real long time...and i just well chatted a bit more..and den we exchanged our numbers..for d nxt few days i just chatted with her more nd more... den one day i called her...nd we tlkd nd it was fun...Then there were the free SMS's that time..and so we got on SMS...and well it was so nice..we use to chat evryday on sms... and soon it was like hvn a real gud frnd....cuz we cud abt nething ..anytime...smthng like alwys dere...
It was a beautiful friendship...cuz i liked her nature...she had a bf ...who she used to say was overly possesive...smtimes she told me tht he had asked her to choose b/w other frns or himself...nd well she finally decided she was goin to breakup...but maybe she could not cuz within few days she was comm again i guess...it was july dat time....nd suddenly i realized dat i had to leave for IIT in july end...We had become really gud frns ( at least i felt tht way ....)
I was to go on maybe 23 july...nd her bday was on 26...so she really used to ask me to plz stay till her bday ...nd well i did think of stayin nd due to some delay in iit admission dates i got a tiicket for 30...so it was a normal day..i hadnt been able to msg her till afernoon so i msgd her as i got time ..the message wasnt delivered so i tght maybe she was in skul nd cell switched off...i waited ...no msg ...not day ..not next day..so i called her up... it said number not in use...i was like wht hppnd ...wen did she chng her number...so i called up on her landline and askd for her...her sis said she was in tuition ...she wud call u later..and aftr tht no calls ...no msgs..nothing...evn on her bday i tried to reach hr..but cudnt...she had all of a sudden broken all links...nd i nvr got to know why...i hv mailed her many times... but since den a year has passed and the only reply i hv ever got is tht..."Something just happened...it was beacuse of you..."
Wht happened...Why such experiences happen in life...I have learnt tht no experience is bad experience or tragedy ...it is just a lesson...but i fail to understand such a lesson...[its like a lesson from quantum mechanics...the only thing u understand is NOTHING... :) ..]
I have thus learned a lesson..tht non every lesson are meant to be learned...some u can just leave for test for Life
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