Opposite Things!!

Well I wanted to write on this for a long time , but never found the proper words…
Even this is very raw work but here it is .Its basically based on Duality ... Intuition... Reason

There is a concept of positive.. But to match it there is a equal and opposite concept of negative
There is a concept of good.. But a equal and opposite concept of Bad...
There is Day.. but so is night

And like them there are thousands of examples of this duality... Its not always about one being positive influence..and other being negative... sometimes both are good... The point i want to stress is on the need, the reason for such existence...

What would have happened , had there existed no bad in our lives???? Maybe then we wouldn't really understand life, and when it did come we would have been helpless .. Life would have been utterly incomplete.. and also the importance of good would never be ascertained...

What would have happened , had there been only negative numbers in maths?? .. Then if there did come postive numbers... it wud be called a irrational concept... and of course there would be no zero maybe...

In short.. without the one ... the 2nd is incomplete....its importance is reduced... and life becomes hard to visualize...

But when god created male... the female was created... Could it also be a principle of dual-existence ... I believe so !!
God never created any discrimination between them... and till it was so... things would have been different... but since a long time... or as much time as we had good knowledge about things havent been so...

And so if i believe .. that to be a sane person.. it is necessary to have equal interaction with both girls and boyz.. do I have wrong beliefs... but when I reflect on my past nd my present , It is like i have had 90% interaction wid guyz...

So is it not bound that i might be insane.. i definitely think i am , just a little bit ... When i realized this problem in my life , i set about trying to figure out a way... and the only outcome was to have increased interaction with girls...

Is it wrong having girls as friends??... I should never have felt so ... But well i was made to believe so [since the time i began to understand the difference between boys and girls ]...mostly by the girls.. [Once in kota...i tried talking to girl.. just casually asked wdr she wud like to be a friend... and she said y? ... i had never before encountered this question... and was caught speechless...]

This kind of attitude ... and me becoming a little insane , has fueled the nervousness that i feel in front of alien creature called GIRL ... and now that i try to fight out this disease in my system ... even my friends (..or those who were ..) behaved oddly...

The only thing I wish is that people understand , that if I try to talk to a girl , it is the same as I want to behave had she been a boy … but due to different circumstances ..there creeps up a lot of unwanted nervousness… that is misunderstood

Inspite of some hard times ..I have not yet lost the will of trying... and i get some good...some bad results...but life is improving...

I am a little more human and sane creature than a year before...