Let me explain ... therez a person X
I dont like X i know...not that much... X is not d kind of person i like ,X is exactly opp to my priciple's... man she was d one who gave encouragement to sm1 she luvd ... the guy got srys...nd she also was srys..
But wen her marks came bad... her parents scolded her..gave her senti talk... she was brainwashed... nd she ditched 'sm1 she used to luv'... nd tht guy vaha uske liye sab chod raha .. god knows wht she wntd .. i hated her for this nd other things...
Yet i meet her... i even feel she is also not too interested in meeting me... shez tht cold nd indifferent kind...and yet i meet her... Y Y Y... dunno ...
Or m i trying to hide from myself... i met her that day... Jo kaam tha uska vo ho gaya tha... but wen she was going back .. i was sad... even though i shud hv tght gud riddance... i am not sure y..
But maybe i felt ...even if unwanted i was gettin to meet a girl... at least i wud undrstnd what the creature called girl is ...
at least i wudnt become inhumane like in kota...widout any girls... and so hw'vr i hated her.. i liked meetin her... but tht day was d last time i met her i think.. now i wont get to meet her... she wont meet newyz... i m scared will tht old helplessness come back...
i dunno... lets c wht hppns... wht'vr future has for me..i guess it wud be good...
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