What i Breathe

No wonder , i can see just black
There aint any other color
The darkness of hate
Inching closer every second

I try to look beyond
paralaysed by it
i fall down
and that's the last

i eat hate
i dirnk revenge
i breathe jealousy
BUT why do you do such things
anger impairs my judgement

I try to live, i try to succeed
but some choose the short way too
it might be wrong , but who cares
i got my prize , they say

and what happens to those who dont
who could, but left behind
therez an anguish in my eyes
wishing i can improve the world

but the prize is gone..
yet another motive to live ceases to exist
but its just my concern, aint it
to you, all others are enemy

In moments such, therez a need
of someone close-by , who 'd speak softly
but that too aint my fate
swept alone by the tide

therez no end..
its a part of life..
nd it goes on..
we always continue to strife...

maybe someday , wen all play fair
i might still be able to win..