Smile :)

Sweet maybe the smile
i carry on my lips
soul equally bitter
blocked is my voice
need just a tear

smile chains my mouth...
so much remains unsaid
the poison inundating my blood stream
grows stronger by the second

where should i move
why i am stuck
where is the light
to show me my way

to move forward i have to bet all i have
to move backward i have to bet tthing i might have had
to remain stuck i have neither past or future
all this with a smile :) chained
the end maybe near

who should i ask for help...
them who are too busy
or them who are too far
or maybe those who are not intrested
or those who dont know what friendship is
where are those who care

the questions remain unanswered
the poison still swirling
the tears still choked
the smile also chained
who cares!!